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We all create our reality with our thoughts and feelings....literally from the Inside---out! Our feelings and thoughts manifest into what we call our "reality," in other words, our "life situations/experiences," or whatever you wish to call them. Sounds like a big responsibility, but whether you wish to realize this, or ignore it, it IS a choice, as is everything. If we relax into the knowing that we are responsible for our life, then we have the power to change it. Blame to others and to situations that cause problems only leaves us feeling powerless, and actually renders us powerless (as you cannot give away anything that you do not "own"). For, as said in the movie, "The Secret," by Rhonda Bryne, "Whether you think you can't or can...either way you are right."

By taking the initial step of consideration that our thoughts and feelings do indeed create our reality, you have begun to start the experience of a wonderful, joyful, abundant and happy life...that is, once you get the true "feeling" of understanding.

Our thoughts are unlimited, and hence, so are we. We are true reflections of God, which is Love...the Source of Everything, and the only "Real" and true Energy in the Universe....Life, Love, Truth, Abundance, Peace....all these things are God, and we are That. We, therefore, have that "creative" power to create our reality, and we do that simply, effortlessly, and oftentimes, without realization that we are creating our reality, literally all the time! We will create reactively and unconsciously, that is, until we don't; until we are conscious of that truth.

And this concept and realization is my reason for starting this blog. To inform, give to our community, to all of you, to uplift the planet's consciousness, to create a better Now....which is actually giving to myself, as we are all connected...truly there is only One Supreme Being sitting here, and our reality consists of that glorious Being manifested into individual units of Loving Energy, called "Souls," "Life Forms," etc.

We are all on this journey together, to discover this wonderful realization and then to manifest the most glorious experience of Life possible!

This, I know for sure.

Connecting to Source, realizations will occur....we can all do this, and we do...the only question is are we doing this consciously or unconsciously? The more awareness we place on what we feel and think, the more we will be able to create Consciously, rather than unconsciously, or reactively.

Join me to view some realizations that have literally occurred from "The Inside---Out!"

Many Blessings!

Ellen Angelica Pendergast

Jul 29

I realize how temporary all this is…meaning the ILLUSION of our reality…not illusion of LIFE, because Life always goes on forever and ever, for all eternity….because WE ARE THAT. But I write of the shift that is happening now in our World, and in many people’s reality…..ASCENSION IS NOW and A New Earth IS appearing.

So, how to get to that place…called ‘Ascension?’ And what does Self Correction mean in this case? How ARE they connected?

The first step is to decide to become awakened to certain negative ‘patterns’ that have repeated in ones’ life.

I believe we MUST pay attention to the repeated patterns, whatever they may be, in order to dissolve them. We are shedding lifetimes, (yes, LIFETIMES) of negative emotions and deeds in the form of resistance, fear, anger, avoidance, etc., and when they surface, they must be consumed. How? First we must always look to LOVE/GOD/SOURCE/I AM PRESENCE; for that is a sure way that they permanently dissolve.

We will only keep them in place if we avoid or resist looking at what may show up in a negative form or way. Without realizing, when we avoid anything, we are saying ‘It’s there and I will ignore it!‘ Meaning, when we are in part thinking/feeling, or saying ‘IT’S THERE,’ that vibration keeps IT THERE!

AVOIDANCE IS ACTUALLY PURE ACKNOWLEDGMENT THAT IT’S THERE, (but that we won’t look at it!) and so it MUST STAY in our life experience/reality.

Substances such as alcohol and any drugs is an ‘outer’ tool used for AVOIDANCE; some find it so easy to do, excusing the use as ‘social.’ But in truth, it IS a technique for avoiding, which brings one to nowhere, regarding spiritual evolution. This is not a judgement; it is an offering of information. We all must decide what we wish to be in relation to it all.

I have realized that all adversity comes as a GIFT/OPPORTUNITY to force us, so to speak, to turn our attention to back to SPIRIT/GOD; in other words, to our MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE (God in Action -within us). We are all to become CHRISTED BEINGS, for that IS our natural state of BEING….GOD IN PHYSICAL FORM. JESUS THE CHRIST had shown it was possible. His message was clear in his statement, ‘…what I can do, so can you, and you shall do even greater things than I…’

The only way, is therefore, not through avoidance, complaining or judgment, (which we all have done), but instead turning to God for help, by asking for these negative feelings to be CONSUMED and TRANSMUTED into LOVE; deciding to actively BE that will eventually stop this pattern, as we rid ourselves of these feelings of disharmony forever. Only with Love; Love of Self and BEING the PERFECTION (GOD) that we truly are, will this occur.

And the reason for this writing? To assist in giving information to obtain and to KEEP that Perfection, which is the MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE/GOD/SOURCE/LOVE.

I have also come to the understanding that when we do say the words ‘I AM,’ we “light up/turn on the electrons in the atoms of our cells; our ‘vibration’ then raises, which causes our Being to match the CHRISTED STATE, and with enough attention given to that, it is TO STAY.

With this practice, ASCENSION, COMES THROUGH US, not ‘to us.’

TRULY GOD and SCIENCE are the SAME!

The NEW EARTH is a dimension, and through ASCENSION it is reached; we match the vibrational frequency and once we do so, through us the NEW EARTH appears. That is what Jesus meant by ‘He will come again, and there will be 1,000 of Peace.’ For I have come to understand that He meant THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS,’ not just Him coming back, but all that are ready to “ASCEND,’ (to match their Vibration to the New Earth; that we ALL become CHRISTED).

Many feel that they are ‘working’ towards this ASCENSION, but please remember, for Jesus the Christ also stated, ‘As you saith, so shall it is,’ meaning that if you feel you are ‘working’ towards ASCENSION, you will only experience ‘working’ towards it, and not ASCENSION, but the working towards it. Feelings are literal in that they match and create the experience of EXACTLY what we feel; nothing more and nothing less.

Therefore, the wisest and fastest way to experience ASCENSION is to first FEEL this statement:

‘I shall now decide, at this moment, to KNOW and to be SO GRATEFUL that even the ‘working towards ASCENSION IS NOW OVER; for I know and choose now to KNOW AND EXPERIENCE BEING ASCENDED!’

It is difficult to connect to this line of thinking and feeling when patterns from past emotional and physical trauma get in the way. Most of us, in some way or another in the past have experienced patterns; many of us have even felt angry with OURSELVES, for when those patterns had kept happening, we realized that we were doing this to ourselves!

It is so important now to NOT be angry with SELF any longer, because to be in a State of Perfection, means that we must allow ourselves to BE..and that Is LIFE. To be gentle with Self is the first step towards Mastery; Loving Self, and all others.

The more that realization and loving self happens, we get stronger to LOOK at it our patterns and self, rather than avoid. So my question right now to all of you is this: ‘Has avoidance in the past, caused you to have stayed in something that you had not wished to? Is it something that you are still doing?’

I do realize that avoidance one of the worst behaviors we can do, because it keeps ‘it’ in place, (whatever ‘it’ may be), and with NO chance of it healing and going away; the same as having a problem and ignoring it….it never goes away, does it?

Sometimes things resolve on their own, which is tricky, because it sounds like I am saying ‘get into it,’ and yet NOT. I believe things only truly resolve when we stop looking to others to solve them for us…meaning that blaming and thinking “if someone changes,’ then I can be happy, is somewhat avoiding our power that we are creating ALL OF IT! And remember, until you ‘own’ it, you can’t ‘it give away,’ (meaning anything that you ‘don’t own.’).

Acceptance of our Self and others is always the solution. But acceptance of others does not mean we accept abuse. Acceptance in this case means that we look at something, and accept our responsibility of having placed it in our lives.

Usually, we just have kept hoping and looking to OTHERS to be nice or to fix thing to help us to be HAPPY!

Wow, think about THAT! We have a hard time changing OURSELVES…so how can we expect others to change? We keep thinking, if they didn’t do this or that, then I CAN BE HAPPY…..this definitely is a pattern, isn’t it? Have you noticed this in your own life?

A good feeling/thought to have is this:

‘I am GRATEFUL to NOW be free of these patterns.’

Once we are ‘on our way to ASCENSION,’ we will realize that we cannot leave a situation feeling bad or needy, (or seeking to have someone fix or save us) because as long as we still have been carrying that feeling of looking to the “OUTER self” and world for that happiness, often in the form of ‘someone, we are missing the vibration to ASCENSION, for it MUST come from inside of us.

As Jesus The Christ stated, ‘….the Kingdom of Heaven, is Within…’

In that level of understanding, is UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Many confuse unconditional love with ‘tolerance.’ But the two are quite different. Tolerance is basically putting up with something unpleasant; Unconditional is staying in your perfection, regardless of what is going on, but it does NOT mean to ‘tolerate’ anything that brings sadness or abuse. You can love from afar, so to speak.

When we are so calm inside that whatever is going on, we STAY In that PERFECTION of the “MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE;” then of course, everything BALANCED and GOOD comes to us, and we give to another out of wishing to also enhance their life. This is not tolerance, but seeing through to the Perfection of the other.

And the more we feel that loving calm inside and ABOUT LIFE, the more we stay in HARMONY INSIDE, keeping THAT PERFECTION INSIDE, so it MUST reflect back to us, forming our outer reality.

I suppose PATIENCE is all that is really necessary in this process; that, and SELF CORRECTION. So rather than be impatient, if we just stay in that Perfection, all that is imperfect will ‘vibrate’ out of our reality, and only Perfection WILL show UP in our LIFE EXPERIENCE.

Looking at something doesn’t necessarily mean you have to do something, but it does mean awareness to the problem; SELF CORRECTION, leads us back to our state of Perfection, whom we REALLY ARE…Spirit, The Mighty I AM PRESENCE, GOD….

Be all you can to be/feel PERFECT peace and calm inside; meaning happy; balanced; serene, poised, but not from avoiding, but rather see it all as the illusion it is.

The Master, Jesus The Christ, stayed in that vibration of Perfection inside; that reflected outside into what is called his reality; it was how he lived, and showed His way and state of BEING through his sermons and miracles.

We must realize and know that every disharmony, adversity, and discordance is merely an opportunity to turn back to our Source, to ‘allow’ God/Source/Mighty I AM PRESENCE to guide, guard, and lead us to the most magnificent outcomes.

So how do we ALLOW?

By STAYING in that Perfection.

And how do we STAY in that Perfection?

By SELF CORRECTION!

SO, here are some ‘tools’ for SELF CORRECTION,” (But please remember, when I speak of SELF CORRECTION, it does NOT mean harsh punishment or self condemnation to ‘snap’ ourselves back in place), but in this case, SELF CORRECTION means to bring ourselves BACK to our NATURAL STATE of PERFECTION, so that everything outside of ourselves (Our Reality) will return to that state of Perfection/Good Outcomes, to us in the form of experiences in our lives.)

The following are some ways that work to SELF CORRECT:

Some DECREES I have learned are as follows; they help if said in this order, all at once, or separately… and whether sad or happy:

“I AM THAT, I AM.

MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE, COME FORTH!

I AM THE RESURRECTION AND THE LIFE. (3 times)

MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE, GOVERN HARMONIOUSLY.

I AM THE PRESENCE THAT NOTHING CAN DISTURB.

MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE, ON GUARD!”

If you think these WITH FEELING, or say them out loud every time you feel discordance, disharmony, anger, sadness, or any negative emotion, I AM THAT I AM means “GOD IN ACTION WITHIN, and it WILL improve immediately and bring you back to your PERFECTION; it will transmute and consume, raising your vibration back to PERFECTION, which is really our ‘Natural State.

ASCENSION TRULY IS HERE NOW FOR ALL!

Many Blessings!

Jul 27

Everyone to some extent, is seeking God, but there is NO PLACE TO LOOK! Why is this? Because God is EVERYWHERE; there truly is NO SPOT THAT GOD IS NOT! Therefore, God is EVERYWHERE, right in front of us, and yet we walk around seeking, when everyone and everything IS GOD….It’s like asking a fish where the water is? IN, AROUND, and THROUGH!

A realization such as this can be life transformational, for if there is no place to look, it means that God is ALWAYS there….everywhere!

I remember seeing a poster that read…’Some people look for God, as if HE could get lost.’ I smile now to think that the Truth is so simple, yet we tend to oftentimes miss it….. that is, until we do not.

To say you are ‘seeking God, really vibrates the message to the Universe that you have not yet found God, and that is a lie about who you REALLY ARE. For we are all God in Physicality; all Divine, Sacred, Magnificent Designs of the Universe. It does not matter what you have done, been, or experienced, for no one is NOT GOD. However, the act of ‘seeking’ God only keeps us experiencing exactly THAT….SEEKING God and not KNOWING God.

It is not blasphemy to say we are God; rather it is the highest praise of GOD, for God is all Love, and we are all Divine aspects of that Loving and all Encompassing Energy. This IS stating a bigger, deeper, and more complete expanded feeling and knowing of what God really is, which is Love…. and in everything.

Aspects of behavior that we judge or deem ‘ungodly,’ are merely aspects of ourselves that the LIGHT/SOURCE/GOD within has been blocked, and it is we who block this loving Source; not entirely….. but enough to FEEL disconnected. God is still there, but so much of the highest and grandest characteristics of our God Self are blocked, until we ask for assistance; until we go WITHIN.

There is no one, no thing, and no place that God does not exist in, through, and around…not in Absolute Truth of GOD….for God is ALL in ALL…the Great and Mighty I AM PRESENCE which is in, around, and through, not only us, but in the SPACE IN BETWEEN. This is a much more accurate description of God, demonstrating that there truly is no Separation. The idea of separation is the GRAND ILLUSION.

This illusion is necessary to some degree in order to live in this world, called our ‘reality,’ but if you do not remember WHO WE REALLY ARE, it can at best feel so lonely, and worse yet, at times very scary indeed.

But the truth is this:

…there is really only ONE BEING HERE….That is God, separated into countless energies, inhabiting and holding together a physical structure that seems separate from others, to create an illusionary reality of experiences, called LIFE. And that IS necessary to experience ‘life.’ But that PRESENCE is always with us, because IT IS US!

Why have we been created and why are we alive and here in our reality?

The answer? To observe, to know itself (GOD) in its’ own experience of everything that God is…and that is the reason for so many different aspects of God; for the energy of Love/God/Source/IAM PRESENCE then has the experience of knowing itself, as before it embodies in physicality, It only knows of Itself as a concept of the characteristics of God.. We, by vibrating at a frequency that produces a physical structure, all of us (All GOD) then get to experience GOD/Life, through the infinite number of different aspects of life forms. Hence, we all have life experiences in order to experience EVERYTHING.

However, our natural State is that PRESENCE: the essence of God, which we all are THAT. And that is why free will exist; to experience the many aspects of the Divine. However, because you must have opposites to experience, there are experiences that are unpleasant. Fear is the illusionary opposite of Love, just as we must have ‘cold’ to know ‘hot.’ Reality is set up to experience the highest aspects of our true Divinity, and we can only do that if the opposite exists, in this contextual field called ‘reality.’ And that is why reality is really subjective, in that, it’s all ‘how we look at it.’ We must have this contextual field in order to experience.

Sometimes it feels so remote from what we are being…so detached, that we question all we think we know, but the Truth is that SEPARATION is an illusion; for we can never be apart from God, because WE ARE THAT/GOD/SPIRIT/SOURCE/MIIGTY I AM PRESENCE.

When we become/decide to BE that Perfection, then we experience God in the HIGHEST, GRANDEST, and GREATEST sense.

We often oscillate back and forth between different states of Being…and that is what we are all here to do; to Master Our Reality, meaning ourselves. When we have mastered our emotions, (not in resistance) but in understanding who WE REALLY ARE, we will self-correct (meaning not reprimanding ourselves), but transforming back to our MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE. That state of perfection (if you are patient), will produce the perfection outside of ourselves, into our ‘reality,’ called our LIFE.

With this Truth lies the greatest peace and contentment, for then we are without need. And that expression; that VIBRATION, of ‘being without need,’ produces a life that is without need, meaning all good/God which then naturally becomes our life experience…for as Jesus the Christ stated, ‘As you saith (Speak, feel), so shall it is!

Blessings!