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We all create our reality with our thoughts and feelings....literally from the Inside---out! Our feelings and thoughts manifest into what we call our "reality," in other words, our "life situations/experiences," or whatever you wish to call them. Sounds like a big responsibility, but whether you wish to realize this, or ignore it, it IS a choice, as is everything. If we relax into the knowing that we are responsible for our life, then we have the power to change it. Blame to others and to situations that cause problems only leaves us feeling powerless, and actually renders us powerless (as you cannot give away anything that you do not "own"). For, as said in the movie, "The Secret," by Rhonda Bryne, "Whether you think you can't or can...either way you are right."

By taking the initial step of consideration that our thoughts and feelings do indeed create our reality, you have begun to start the experience of a wonderful, joyful, abundant and happy life...that is, once you get the true "feeling" of understanding.

Our thoughts are unlimited, and hence, so are we. We are true reflections of God, which is Love...the Source of Everything, and the only "Real" and true Energy in the Universe....Life, Love, Truth, Abundance, Peace....all these things are God, and we are That. We, therefore, have that "creative" power to create our reality, and we do that simply, effortlessly, and oftentimes, without realization that we are creating our reality, literally all the time! We will create reactively and unconsciously, that is, until we don't; until we are conscious of that truth.

And this concept and realization is my reason for starting this blog. To inform, give to our community, to all of you, to uplift the planet's consciousness, to create a better Now....which is actually giving to myself, as we are all connected...truly there is only One Supreme Being sitting here, and our reality consists of that glorious Being manifested into individual units of Loving Energy, called "Souls," "Life Forms," etc.

We are all on this journey together, to discover this wonderful realization and then to manifest the most glorious experience of Life possible!

This, I know for sure.

Connecting to Source, realizations will occur....we can all do this, and we do...the only question is are we doing this consciously or unconsciously? The more awareness we place on what we feel and think, the more we will be able to create Consciously, rather than unconsciously, or reactively.

Join me to view some realizations that have literally occurred from "The Inside---Out!"

Many Blessings!

Ellen Angelica Pendergast

May 29

HEALING

Sitting in a bookstore….a ‘stranger’ comes up to my friend and I, and states to my friend….”do you believe in Angels?….because, you are sitting with one right now…”, and as he makes this statement, he places his hand on my upper back, right in line with my heart. The feeling of overwhelming Love, like a warm blanket enveloped me. I became completely emotional, filled with a peace and euphoria that I have never known, bringing tears of joy and elation to my entire being. I knew he had ‘seen’ me; who I Really Am, and whom we all Really Are…Beings of Light. I had prayed for a healing, and I, at that moment, experienced a complete and total healing. My heart had been broken, and is now restored to complete wellness, wholeness, and completeness; I am healed, and I am grateful.

Angels are everywhere. Spirits walk with us always. The only thing that keeps them ‘invisible’ from us, is Us. ‘I’ve seen Spirits…I’ve seen Angels; I have seen beauty, both wondrous and beautiful’ (Tracy Chapman, taken in part from her song, ‘Heaven is here on Earth’)…there are truly Angels and messengers that bring us something to ‘show us the way;’ to remind us that we really are ‘always in Heaven; always Home…’ To help us when we feel lost, hurt, scared, or alone. They are always there, they are always available, they are here as a present from God, the Universe…Love.

We are all “Angels”…Spirits, having a human experience….to have ‘human’ experiences; we are meant to enjoy our life here in a physical structure, but to remember our ‘true’ connection, with the All That Is…God, which is Love….how does this occur? All going back to, once again…Gratitude. Right before this happened, I was stating to my friend how Grateful I was for a certain situation that had recently occurred in my life. I felt complete and grateful peace. And I had asked for this healing a short time before it came to be.

The ‘stranger’ disappeared from that store, as quickly as he had appeared.
…..and that is what it means, to be in this world, but not of it. For all of it….I am truly so grateful!

Many Blessings!

May 26

Hurt

Many of us have had hurtful experiences during our lifetime. The whole problem with them seems that we usually do not feel we deserved them. We feel victimized, let down, abandoned, and usually in a state of grief. We wonder how this person showed up to hurt us, or how this situation could have happened, and oftentimes, usually unnecessarily, we secretly blame ourselves for this hurt that has hit us so hard.

Well, we are correct in that we created it through our thoughts, but incorrect in that we are to ‘blame’ ourselves. Now, you may be wondering, how can that be possible? I am either at fault, or I am not. Well, first of all, blame is never a possibility in the eyes of the Universe (God). God is pure Love, and therefore, without judgment or condemnation. To believe that you are judged by God, and that this experience of being punished or hurt is from God is inaccurate in thought. The reason being that understanding God as pure Love, it is not possible to be punished by God. Now, others may imagine that there is a “devil” whom brings bad things to you, but that also is not possible, simply because if you believe there is such an entity as a ‘devil,’ you certainly would not be punished for being ‘bad,’ as that is what we believe the devil would want, right? And, according to most religions, you are not to be punished for doing something good, right? That’s when you usually get rewarded by going to a “place” called ‘Heaven, Nirvana,” etc. So erase that theory.

The truth is that there is only Love…any other thought is an error in thinking.

So now, let’s look at being hurt, or more accurately, the experience of being hurt…sound like the same thing? Not really. For to ‘be hurt’ implies that somehow, someway, you can actually be damaged…and since you are REALLY a Spirit having a human experience, you can never really be permanently damaged or destroyed. HOWEVER, you can most certainly imagine it, to the point it FEELS that way, but the truth about you is that you are Eternal, an Energy, which is pure Love, and remember, energy can only transform, but never be extinguished.

Thinking thoughts of not being good enough, feeling the need for ‘punishment’ over something you may have done, feeling that you have to go through ‘tough’ times in order to grow…all those thoughts bring experiences of ‘being hurt.’ Countless other ideas and false beliefs from our societal upbringing will also result in experiences of being hurt. So UNCONSCIOUSLY, we may be thinking thoughts that bring these unwanted experiences; all the while thinking that we are victims, and nevertheless, bringing ourselves these hurtful experiences. Sometimes, just a thought of ‘this is too good to be true,’ will produce unwanted outcomes that are hurtful or disappointing.

The key is to more than believe, but to KNOW that you are deserving of feeling good all the time; that nothing has to be hard, difficult or challenging if it’s an uncomfortable experience….The expression, ‘no pain, no gain,’ (well, without getting into an entire book right now, which is on my agenda!),let’s just reserve that statement for only one thing, when we physically EXERCISE!

Think and FEEL the highest and best thoughts for your life, and it will unfold according to your thoughts…It is the Universal Promise….and the Universal Law, which is the Law of Love….just breathe; enjoy your life, and eventually no one will show up to intrude on your happiness, because you will not bring them into your life, with your negative thoughts. Only loving experiences will be yours, and loving people in your life experience.

And once again…how to begin…think of something to be grateful for, even if it’s just that you can read this page right now! Gratitude brings more things to be grateful about.

May 18

Acceptance

“To accept the things I cannot change..”….sounds like a powerless statement when first hearing it….cannot change? But can’t we change everything? Or is the questions really, ‘Should We?’….,Looking deeper we find that the peace in this statement is to understand that the REASON to accept is because everything is in perfect order, but that realization usually is evident when looking at it from The Universe’s point of view. And yet, from a personal point of view, given any situation, looking back on it you will find that acceptance of whatever had occurred…horrific or joyful…it’s always about acceptance that finally brings peace and closure….even the joyful experiences need acceptance in that they then can transform into other experiences…some Grander, some not so grand…but all in all, acceptance brings about transformation, and that is the true path of the Master….transformation leads to Enlightenment.
How to be in a state of acceptance?…Once again, Gratitude. Being grateful places one in a state of least resistance…remember, what we resist persists…..Practicing Gratitude keeps one in a state of acceptance because it stops resistance…Remember, resistance keeps acceptance away.
Sounds like this is all about a circle? Well, it is, for Love is reflected in Love, is reflected in Love, is reflected in Love, and the circle continues….Life everlasting, world without end…sound familiar? The truth is simple, and appears everywhere, all the time, whether we are aware of it or not….for Love, which is God, is always there…world without end….always in all ways!
Once again, the circle is complete.
May 15

And how do we get to OZ?

So many times, we say to ourselves…why, why, WHY? Why do I still keep creating and repeating the same old ‘story?’ Why do I keep on running into the same kind of people? WHY do I keep SUFFERING? What brings about this feeling of ‘being stuck?’

Basically, to experience the same re-created experiences, one must keep thinking the same thoughts…how many times have we all thought…”I hate this…I hate him/her/my job, etc.,….I don’t want this anymore!” And guess what, you keep getting the experience of “hating this, hating him/her/my job, etc., and not wanting this anymore!” In other words, you are experiencing what you are focusing on….everything you DO NOT WANT!

To change your reality, change your thoughts and feelings about it….yes, I know, how can we do THAT…I mean, emotions are US…part of who WE ARE….Not so! They FEEL like they are, but they are not you…they are a feeling you get from your thoughts…nothing more. And the more you ‘feel’ these thoughts, the quicker they become your experience in your reality.

So, what is the solution? First of all, do everything you can to keep your ‘creation machine,’ (your mind) healthy and in balance. Yes, that means, addictions of all kinds, from food, to gambling to sex, to alcohol, drugs, tobacco, etc….decide again…meaning, it’s all a choice. Yes, it may not feel like a choice, but it is….Proof? If you passed on right now, would any of these addictions follow you? None. Because they are temporal….not “real” in the sense of “permanent.” And because they are not real, you do not ‘need’ them. You were born without need; you have come here to this planet with everything you do need, and all that is needed is your realization of the connection to Spirit, to MIND, which is God, Higher Power, One Mind, etc. When you realize that you are a Spirit having a HUMAN EXPERIENCE, all suffering and misery stop, because you know who you Really Are, and that you are truly without need of any kind, including any person, place or thing. This brings on a sense of Peace…and that is the true Peace of a Master, the Christ; to be Christed.

Everything you wish for is here, right now. HEAVEN is truly a state of Mind, rather than a place. There is only Heaven, and that Heaven is here on Earth…HERE NOW. All Abundance, all Love, Good Health, and Peace come from your state of mind, from Awareness. Gratefulness brings about Heaven, because being grateful is stating that you have something that brings you JOY, and the Universe then responds with more things that ‘bring you JOY.’ Basically the Universe is like a giant copy machine…just keeps giving you more of what you tell it to give you (by your thoughts and feelings)…literally.

Now to erase any fear, it will not give you anything with just a few thoughts or feelings about it…we do live in a “time delayed” reality…meaning that what you think and feel does not manifest instantly, but if you ‘keep thinking and feeling something,’ that ‘something’ will show up….It is Law.

So as the saying goes…’Be careful what you wish for, because you just may get it…” meaning, be careful what you keep thinking and feeling, because you WILL get it (experience it), literally.

And remember, as Shakespeare quoted, “to be or not to be, that is the question.” In other words, what you decide to BE is completely your call, your choice, and only YOUR CREATION.

And whether you think you can, or can’t, either way you are right.

May 11

“Peace is a Gift the Soul gives to a heart that is Sincere”

It is a loving thing to care for another’s welfare—however, one must not go out into the night and “tug” on the young shoots in the ground, to help them “grow” faster—Remember, why didn’t Jesus heal the whole world? He could have….But as a Master, he knew that everyone was on a certain path to God, and to intrude, when one was not ready or did not wish for it, was imposing on their free will, and on their personal mission and journey….A true Master knows this…never to intrude, unless asked….
…… One must trust the process. Everyone and Everything is ready in it’s own time. This accounts for a spouse that may be doing or ‘being’ something that the other spouse would like to see changed…..or….in a child who is not interested in the same things that a parent feels they “should” be; or, even, and especially in oneself…pushing and pushing to be something we are not really sure of, have lost enthusiasm about, no longer interested in, or ready for.
Letting go, is letting the Universe, (God) into our life…letting the abundance, truth, Love, to be the experience of our lives…it is always there; like a mountain or tree that you have walked past a thousand times, and then, just that day, noticing it was there, for the first time! God….Love…is always there, always, in all ways…it’s about us noticing….which once again, comes back to all about being Aware…being Awareness….and as stated before, it begins with being aware enough to experience gratitude…to find something to be grateful for, …remember….

…..just breathe…..Love asks for nothing else.
The truth is, ‘we do without doing, and everything gets done.’