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We all create our reality with our thoughts and feelings....literally from the Inside---out! Our feelings and thoughts manifest into what we call our "reality," in other words, our "life situations/experiences," or whatever you wish to call them. Sounds like a big responsibility, but whether you wish to realize this, or ignore it, it IS a choice, as is everything. If we relax into the knowing that we are responsible for our life, then we have the power to change it. Blame to others and to situations that cause problems only leaves us feeling powerless, and actually renders us powerless (as you cannot give away anything that you do not "own"). For, as said in the movie, "The Secret," by Rhonda Bryne, "Whether you think you can't or can...either way you are right."

By taking the initial step of consideration that our thoughts and feelings do indeed create our reality, you have begun to start the experience of a wonderful, joyful, abundant and happy life...that is, once you get the true "feeling" of understanding.

Our thoughts are unlimited, and hence, so are we. We are true reflections of God, which is Love...the Source of Everything, and the only "Real" and true Energy in the Universe....Life, Love, Truth, Abundance, Peace....all these things are God, and we are That. We, therefore, have that "creative" power to create our reality, and we do that simply, effortlessly, and oftentimes, without realization that we are creating our reality, literally all the time! We will create reactively and unconsciously, that is, until we don't; until we are conscious of that truth.

And this concept and realization is my reason for starting this blog. To inform, give to our community, to all of you, to uplift the planet's consciousness, to create a better Now....which is actually giving to myself, as we are all connected...truly there is only One Supreme Being sitting here, and our reality consists of that glorious Being manifested into individual units of Loving Energy, called "Souls," "Life Forms," etc.

We are all on this journey together, to discover this wonderful realization and then to manifest the most glorious experience of Life possible!

This, I know for sure.

Connecting to Source, realizations will occur....we can all do this, and we do...the only question is are we doing this consciously or unconsciously? The more awareness we place on what we feel and think, the more we will be able to create Consciously, rather than unconsciously, or reactively.

Join me to view some realizations that have literally occurred from "The Inside---Out!"

Many Blessings!

Ellen Angelica Pendergast

Sep 21

“Behold the Spiritual Warrior, who knows when to retreat.”

This is ‘completion’ on a different level. To know when to retreat, means to know when something is finished, done, accomplished, or even futile…..basically, knowing when to stop, and just “Be.”

Completion on this level, means that you radiate patience and Love. It means that you are Allowing; it means that you are in complete Trust that the Universe/God/One Mind is all good, and therefore, only good is real and eternal….it means showing up for your life…holding on but letting go….in other words, it means being in the world, but not of it.

It is past belief or faith…it is Trust and Knowing.

For in this highest sense of completion, it means living in that ‘Knowing’ that everything is already done, and vibrating at a frequency that is Love, thereby allowing only the Real and Eternal to show up, which means “Loving Experiences,” and therefore, living Heaven ‘on Earth.’

In the truest sense of completion, there is nothing we ‘have to do;’ nowhere we have to go, and nothing we have to “Be.” …..

…..for we are already Perfect In God.

Blessed Be.

Sep 20

Completion is satisfying. However, there is something to it that no one ever talks about, and that is the part of completion that simply leads to ‘doing,’ something more….or starting all over again. Not necessarily doing the same thing you have just completed (although some also do that!), but the ‘starting up,’ again decision.

In fact, one of the ways people feel they have literally ‘burned out’ for a while is when they do NOT wish to start anything new, and THAT is a danger sign! For We, as Spirits having a human experience, always are up to something! In other words, we are for the most part, always journeying to complete something new that we have started. And even before we ‘officially’ start up something new, we feel that passion, and that passion is one aspect of God/Love.

Evolution is also another aspect of our Divine Self….. for God is Life and Love, which means Expansion, Evolution; a moving, flowing Energy.

And……..WE ARE THAT!

I notice people who have completed many aspects of Self. That can mean they have succeeded in something they had wished to accomplish, or something that is still in the dreaming stage. Whether it means aspiring to greatness through their gifts, (such as music or art), giving all they can to their careers, raising their families, etc., all aspire to a higher level of experience, striving to complete their goals.

One example, in observation of many song writers and artists, once they have reached their personal goals, they will Spiritually awaken to Who They Really Are, and will decide to help others to do so. They will bring a message to the world, with the intention of Unity and Love.

We are all on a pathway to completion, but is there ever a time when we are done?

To finish a project brings fulfillment; a sense of accomplishment. We seem to be forever on a journey of trying our best to complete something….AND as soon as we do so, we are off on another ‘project,’ so to speak.

We do this continually, as life is ever expanding; for in Truth, we are all on a constant journey some call Evolution.

Whatever name you give it, YOU ARE THAT….LIFE, LOVE, PASSION; a Sacred, Magnificent Design of the Universe, and that is our Soul/Sole purpose…to expand and evolve.

But what happens when we are Ascended, or as some call it, Christed? Are we still on a road of expansion or have we ‘completed’ our goal/task/evolutionary destination?

No, I do not believe we ever ‘stop evolving.’. For God is everything and everywhere, which includes all Good, All Love, All Passion, All Life.

For when we have aspired to the Christed Self, we will still aspire to do more. For that is Who We Really Are…..God Reflecting God, and when we are done with whatever we have set out to ‘do,’ or ‘experience,’ we will do more God-like deeds once we have Ascended; thereby eternally producing our Grandest and Greatest Version and Vision we have ever had about Ourselves.

Rest therefore, in the knowledge that when you have completed a goal or task, that it is perfectly natural to wish for more; to aspire to the demonstration of higher and higher aspects of you/God/Love.

And why do we do this? There truly is nothing else to do. We are all here to experience Love and to demonstrate Love. We are THAT (Love) conceptually, and being here in the physical realm allows for us to EXPERIENCE all aspects of what we are conceptually…..God/Universal Life Force/Love.

Be free in that knowing, and feel GOOD!

Blessings!

Sep 12

So many times we do things we don’t mean to do…we say and behave in ways that are unimaginable, almost feeling like someone else is ‘doing the deed.’ We even THINK about things that we can’t believe we do, all the while, regretting, or feeling guilty.

We wonder how we ever got to where we are or more so, how we are ever going to change US.

Many have tried and tried and TRIED to read and/or do anything they can to help themselves get to that point; that Peace….we all will get there; it’s just a question of which ‘moment’ it will show up in our reality.

There is no “when,” for there is no Time. All is Now. We do without doing and everything gets done.

A good story to remember is that of the Farmer who went out at night, and tugged on the young tender shoots of his plants, hoping to make them grow faster. We all know what that will do….it will destroy the plant. Remember that too, is true for all of Us.

So, be gentle with yourselves, Dear Ones, and know that all is possible; there is No Time in the Mind of God.

As the Bible states, “Be Still, and Know that I AM God.

Time is an illusion; know that All comes in it’s most proper and most perfect ‘Moment of Now.”

Blessed Be!

Aug 26

Dear Viewers,

This is a prayer for the Uplifting of the Planet as the Christ Consciousness approaches:

‘I give to you my heart, my soul, my body to renew, refresh and enlighten me. I open my soul to you for you to upgrade it with your divine omnipotence to give it a new cellular growth and abundance of healing for myself and others and the pure essence of love and joy.

I ask for the gifts of the new energy emergence to permeate not only my physical body but my light body. Through this I feel security, love and compassion for myself and my planet. I am grateful for being accepted into the Union of the divine Father and great Mother, and I am a blessed child of the Divine Realm.

I know that I have worked hard and earned this new energy and it is welcomed in my body. I am truly grateful for being a part in the great shift. I know that my renewed energy will leave an upgraded blueprint for generations to come, and I am forever grateful for taking part in God’s master plan. Accept my light for I have given it up to you. I am part of a blessed union and, through this, all will be well in my world and on my planet. Thank you and Amen.

For the next 3 minutes, pray on your own to invoke peace for the Earth and humanity.

****This prayer was found at the following website, sent by a dear friend to me a few days ago:

www.2012motherearth.com

Blessings!

Aug 23

We all wish to do well. Even ‘bad people,’ desire recognition for a
‘job well done.’ (Of course there is no ‘bad or good;’ it’s all perception,
but for argument’s sake, we will use that terminology for this writing.)

But the question is ‘why are we doing whatever we are doing? Whom is it REALLY for?
Is it for Ourselves or another?

We all vibrate at a certain frequency, based on how we feel, which is based on
emotions that produce our thoughts. So many times, it takes a strong effort
to even TRY to monitor our thoughts, let alone how we are feeling.

Service-to-Self implies that we are focusing on what pleases us and only us.
We plan, scheme, manipulate as much as we can within the constraints of ‘our
world,’ (in other words, ‘our reality’). We do this to ‘serve ourselves,’ or ‘make
ourselves happy.’ This is not a bad thing. It’s important to be Happy. However,
what makes us feel happy, is all about how Spirituality evolved we are.

What makes you feel good? What means recreation to YOU? What brings you joy?

All these questions, and the answers produced, will give you insight as to where you are,
Spiritually speaking. Are you in the frequency of “Service-to-Self,” or “Service-to-Others?”

All Masters know that to be of Service-to-Others is to take care of Self in the Highest Way.
For we are All One, and therefore, what you do to another, you do to yourself. Jesus Christ
had stated this, ‘what you do to my brethren, you do to me…’……….and so have other Masters throughout the centuries.

To quote something I read a few days ago, (writer unknown):

“Humans who are not ready to leave 3rd Density when they die will not reincarnate on Earth.
As the Earth is scheduled to become a home for 4th Density entities in the Service-to-Other, these
3rd Density entities will go to a new world elsewhere in the Universe. This is speaking of spiritual readiness to leave 3rd Density, that the spirits incarnating in these humans have not made their determination whether to be Service-to-Self or Service-to-Other. This is not an intellectual choice but rather an emotional choice, and one followed by actions demonstrating that the choice is solid and unwavering.”

If you cannot do for yourself, do for another; it will then be given to you also.

Service-to-Self or Service-to-Other…..what do you wish to be in relation to this question?

As always, it is all choice.

Blessings!

Aug 18

So many have sent me emails commenting how this particular “Realization” has helped them, that I have been requested to reprint this for all whom have just started following this blog; thank you for your continued loving thoughts and support! Blessings! Ellen

All this “feeling good” stuff….how hard is it when you do not “Feel Good?” Very hard.

That is, until it is not.

Many wonder…what does that really mean? We hear it quite often…we will do something, until we do not. It means that until we realize what we are ‘Being,’ in every moment; until we are aware, we will continue to do the same thing over and over and over again…without fail, until we finally ‘get it.’

So, getting back to this ‘feeling good/feeling bad situation…when we feel bad, we are literally, and I mean LITERALLY, projecting ourselves into a different dimension…yes, you read correctly, a different DIMENSION….meaning that how we ‘FEEL’ vibrates at certain frequencies, and we literally project ourselves into a dimension that looks like the same place, but is quite different. Different meaning that we will experience a different outcome than another dimension that looks just like this one.

This sounds “make believe,” or “something from a sci-fi book,’ but the truth is that frequencies are very real, and as a book called “Frequency,” by Penney Peirce, states, “We don’t have to go anywhere. We are living in a global initiation chamber, with these geophysical conditions occurring on a worldwide scale…”

So, we basically ARE a time machine….we just didn’t know it. We go about, allowing life experiences to ‘cause an emotion,’ that we feel completely powerless over, and then we REACT, and then we have a feeling about it, sometimes a very bad feeling, or sometimes a very good feeling, depending on the event. We then look at it a certain way (our perspective, which become our perception), and THINK about it, and FEEL a certain way about it, and then we literally “blink” and we have transported into a dimension that we have no idea we have projected into…..So, we go about our day, and sometimes we have these “great days,” and sometimes everything that can go wrong, does….and we ask ourselves, “why.” Or worst yet, we start complaining about it to everyone, and then we continue to feel bad about it, and then we have another bad day; and sadly sometimes it continues….ALL OF OUR LIFE!

We are Energy. We are a completely Loving Energy. What we feel we create, that is, we transport ourselves into a dimension that matches our ‘feelings,’ and that can be very bad or very good. And in each dimension, different outcomes, different events occur; also different treatment from the same person can change, and does.

As Jesus Christ stated, “in a blink of an eye…” And “what I can do, so you will do these things and greater.”

The truth is we do not go anywhere…we vibrate in and out of dimensions, while standing in the same space. We do this based on ‘what frequency’ we are ‘in.’ We do this daily, and that is what is meant when it is stated, “Heaven is Here Now.”

Imagine what is possible if we are in the most loving state of mind…Loving everyone and everything and……loving ourselves?

Blessings to all…..and remember………….FEEL GOOD! For the “thousand years of peace” is a dimension that is entered into by feeling good and feeling/Being…….LOVE.

Aug 15

I remember somewhere I had heard the expression, “….When things are falling apart, they are really falling together.” That was a wonderful statement to hear, as long as nothing was really falling apart.

But (and this is crucial) WHEN things feel or seem, or ARE falling apart, how many of us can pull ourselves away, even for a moment, and think this way? Not many. And the question is…..WHY?

Why do we let ourselves get wrapped up in the drama? Why do we let ourselves get caught up in emotional trauma that is not our ‘doing?’ Answer: it IS our doing. We create all of it, with our thoughts, as everything on the outside of you, is a reflection of what is TRULY going on within.

Hard to accept at times, isn’t it? Well, unless we take responsibility for all of it, we cannot change ANY of it. We are pure reflections of God; we are Spirit, not matter. We are an Intelligent Idea in the Sacred Design of the Universe/One Mind/God/ All that Is. We come here for a purpose and everything that comes into our reality is because, on some level, we desire it.

When someone is in trouble, it is our natural state to wish to help. For the Truth is, what blesses one, blesses all. What you do for someone else, you do for you, for we are all connected….We are All One.

This is not to say that we choose ‘consciously’ to suffer or to be victimized. It is rather a decision, a Soul decision, in order to decide what we wish to be in relation to it all…that is why all holy collaborations are called “relationships.” (This is all explained in depth, in a wonderful book, called Conversations With God, Book 1, by Neale Donald Walsch).

If we look around us, many of us see that things are not the way we may desire or wish We wonder how others even handle their lives, if it appears more challenging than our own; we sometimes may day dream about a better life than what we have, no matter what we own or whom we have to share our moments with.

In truth, usually things appear as if they are falling apart because we have been trying to manipulate the Universe. We, within the confines of our physical structures, do all we can to ‘get our own way.’ Oftentimes, we really don’t know what ‘our way’ will eventually lead us to. We sometimes marry the wrong person, and live in quiet desperation, waiting to die, but afraid to. We choose a job we do not like because we went to school for it, and feel we cannot change at this late stage of our lifetime. We also close off those around us, thinking that we can just numb ourselves by using either legal or illegal substances.

And we will do this until we do not.

But the Truth of who we Really Are, is Pure Perfection; There is nothing we have to do, and no where we have to go; we create every rule and regulation that we live by. We do this to stop ‘Things from Falling Apart….’

Only problem is that it doesn’t prevent that at all.

LISTENING with your heart; FEELING with your Soul; DECIDING what you wish to be in your GREATEST and GRANDEST version and vision of yourself, of Who You Really Are (which is Spirit)…that is why we are here….

….and that is what causes it all to finally “fall together.”

And, if you cannot do for yourself, do for another, and it will be done onto you as well, for we truly are all One Mind/Spirit.

Remember, …’Everything’s ok in the end; if it’s not ok, then it’s not the end.’

Blessed Be.

Aug 3

We look at ourselves and do not always see the Truth of our Being. We are Spirits, having a human experience. We are not tools or vehicles by which God/Mind/Universe/Source/Spirit works through, but rather we are a true Idea/Reflection of God. As stated in the book, Science and Health, with Key to the Scriptures, by Mary Baker Eddy:

‘When we realize that Life is Spirit, never in nor of
matter, this understanding will expand into self-com-
pleteness, finding all in God, good, and needing no other
consciousness’

In other words, we will become conscious of our True state, and in that awareness or wakefulness, we will live our life experience in “Heaven.” For Heaven is a state of Being, rather than a place.

The Christ healed by seeing mankind as the Perfection we Really Are. In that state, disease, sin, and death does not exist. It cannot, because Life/God/Spirit is true and Perfect Love.

Nothing else exists, and We Are That.

To know this, is to know Self, and to know Self is to know God.

Jul 30

THE CONTEXTUAL FIELD OF RELATIVITY

We all walk along, throughout our lives, and live our days hoping that  ‘all goes well.’

We stress about life experiences that do not seem pleasant, and focus on how bad things are, or the possibility of them getting worse, and then, we manipulate all we can to do our best to ‘solve’ the problem.

It doesn’t matter if you consider yourself a ‘bad guy or a good guy’ (no gender differences intended here!)…. we all do this.

Remember, “bad people” do not know they are bad….they are asleep, and also wish to have things going ‘good’ for them. The difference between the ‘good and the bad people’ is that the good want things also going well for others, as well as themselves. The ‘sleeping souls,’ are only interested in their own life experience. In other words, a microcosm of separation (asleep), rather than Unity (enlightened).

We come into the world innocent, and the environment is either hostile, loving, or somewhere in between. Seemingly, it all appears to depend on how we ‘act.’ If we behave ‘well,’ ‘compliant,’ ‘obedient,’ etc., usually, but not always, we are not reprimanded, or at the worst,  abused.

But what about those times that we ‘do nothing wrong,’ and are punished, sometimes severely. The child who is beaten because his or her alcoholic or drug addicted parent had a bad day, and transfers all onto that child. Or the child or spouse who innocently does something that they really don’t realize would upset their parent or spouse, and is cruelly reprimanded, either emotionally, physically, or both.

We walk along throughout our lives, trying our best to stay away from loss, pain and humiliation, and yet time and time again, we often have it come right into our reality. We usually get frightened, feel anger, or sadly just adjust to it, waiting for it to return, as part of our ‘normal life.’

However, the Truth is this…..there is only Love. Anything other than that is an illusion. The fear that creeps in, the error of peoples’ ways, the abuse, etc., are all just ‘points of reference,’ to help us create the OPPOSITE in this ‘reality.’

It is what is known as “The Contextual Field.”

The more advanced a society is/a Soul is, the more the point of reference or ‘contextual field,’ will be further away in our life experiences. In other words, it is there somewhere, but not in our reality, called our LIFE.

How do we do this? How do we keep that point of reference out of our way, so to speak?

It’s all about  perception of everything, every life experience, and everyone. It’s all about then, how you are FEELING. And, finally it’s all about what your thoughts appear as, based on your feelings, and finally, what you decide to BE about it all (and possibly what you ‘do’).

That is why all great Masters and Messengers of  the world are always telling us to ‘Be Love.’  This will keep the ‘point of reference’ far away from us. Another term noted and heard of many times, is “being in the world, but not of it.”

How do we do this? How do we let hard challenges just not touch us?  One way is by reminding ourselves until it becomes ‘second nature,’ (actually IT IS our ‘nature’) to be Love; to know our freedom as Reflections of God/Spirits having a human experience/dream.

Once again…..it’s all about Gratitude, and if you cannot do this for someone, whatever you wish for, cause another to have it, and it will also be yours. Why? Because we are All One. What you do for another, you do for you. As long as the intention is pure, which means that you really wish another to prosper, you will also be given that gift you are giving.

And yes, there are children whom are abused. You may ask what could they have done to deserve this? This is not about right or wrong, or judging in any way, but about understanding. Expanding ones’ perception to remember that, as The Christ demonstrated, every little Soul, comes into this world to  Be something, in order to evolve and help others to evolve. In other words, Love enhances. And it may just be that a child or an innocent person whom has done nothing wrong but suffers, has decided before birth to Be a victim to someone, in order for that ‘perpetrator’ to grow, to wake up, to evolve. Therefore, that child may be a Master, whom has come, just to ‘save’ that Soul; to allow that person the experience of being the perpetrator, so that they will realize what they will never wish to be again.

For as stated in many books….no Soul can do anything to another Soul  without their permission. Of course, this is on a metaphysical level, and many do not remember the ‘agreement’ before birth, but each Soul is on it’s own journey, and this is truly between them and God/One Mind/Love, involving their own Spiritual evolution.

As stated , and asked, ‘Why didn’t Jesus heal the whole world, as he could have?’  Why?  Because they didn’t ask.  Jesus, as a Master, knew that every Soul has it’s own ‘agenda’ so to speak, and understood to not intrude, but rather allowed that Soul to develop and grow according to it’s own choices (free will).

The contextual field exists, as simply a point of reference, so that we may have the experience of choosing, in relation to something else. For one cannot experience hot, unless knowing cold; up unless knowing down, and Love unless knowing fear.

There is only Love. The rest is an illusion in which to create yourself in your Grandest and Greatest Vision and Version you have ever had about yourself.  Therefore, it’s important never to dwell on what is NOT happening, on what you do not have, nor any negative thought, for you bring about to yourself, what you focus on.  (Energy Flows Where Attention Goes!)

Instead, focus on the Truth of whom you Really Are; a Spirit having a human experience; a Magnificent Sacred Design of the Universe/One Mind/The Great I AM, and allow the reference point of error  to be only existing as a tool to create the opposite of it.

Blessings!

Jul 20

Unity brings clarity; despair is a result of feeling left without options…..feeling alone.

It is an illusion to feel alone; we are never alone, but part of the Grander Whole.

But, what to do when one feels despair? The usual ideas of calling a friend, looking for support, etc….well, they may work for a while….that is, until one is alone again, either tucked into bed, with the lights off, or just by oneself. Either way, no matter whom you are, or what you do, there is a time during the day or evening, or late at night, when one is considered “alone.” Even if you have a life partner, and are tucked into bed with that person, once they fall asleep, that feeling, at times will come back…..that feeling of being all alone. And this feeling of ‘alone,’ is amplified when one is in despair.

When we have a problem, we usually go through endless possibilities to solve it. Our brain works that way. But when we ‘run out of ideas,’ so to speak, there is One Source that can be turned to, or rather, for us to ‘tune into.’ That Source is God/Universe/One Mind/Love.

When all is said and done, and no matter what religion, or without religion, there is always one prayer that is Universal; that prayer is a simple asking and THANKING for “HELP.”

With Gratitude comes an instant peace; for that prayer of gratitude means “hope.” And as long as just one has that hope, all not only will be well, but IS well.

For the One that always has “hope,” is God. And, we ARE THAT; a True Reflection. You may not be aware of it, but it is the Truth of whom we all are.

The next time you feel despair, acknowledge it, see through it, feel it without doing anything, and then Thank God/Universe/Mind/All That Is, for help.

It will be given, for as it is said, “…even before you have asked, I have answered.”

A true prayer is a prayer of appreciation rather than supplication. For it is stating that it is already there, and the Universe complies with “yes, it is!”

Thankfulness replaces despair. Love replaces Fear.

And feeling all alone, is after all, just a state of the mind. Perception is everything, and truly
everything is Perception. Remember, every problem is really an opportunity in disguise; a chance to decide what we wish to be in Relation to it.

Despair, too, is a state of ‘mind.’ And so, once again, all is a choice; seeing something, and deciding how we will perceive it, and then what we will decide to be in relation to it.

The good part is, we can always change our perception. All it takes is the awareness….always, endless possibilities.

Blessings!

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