WELCOME!

We all create our reality with our thoughts and feelings....literally from the Inside---out! Our feelings and thoughts manifest into what we call our "reality," in other words, our "life situations/experiences," or whatever you wish to call them. Sounds like a big responsibility, but whether you wish to realize this, or ignore it, it IS a choice, as is everything. If we relax into the knowing that we are responsible for our life, then we have the power to change it. Blame to others and to situations that cause problems only leaves us feeling powerless, and actually renders us powerless (as you cannot give away anything that you do not "own"). For, as said in the movie, "The Secret," by Rhonda Bryne, "Whether you think you can't or can...either way you are right."

By taking the initial step of consideration that our thoughts and feelings do indeed create our reality, you have begun to start the experience of a wonderful, joyful, abundant and happy life...that is, once you get the true "feeling" of understanding.

Our thoughts are unlimited, and hence, so are we. We are true reflections of God, which is Love...the Source of Everything, and the only "Real" and true Energy in the Universe....Life, Love, Truth, Abundance, Peace....all these things are God, and we are That. We, therefore, have that "creative" power to create our reality, and we do that simply, effortlessly, and oftentimes, without realization that we are creating our reality, literally all the time! We will create reactively and unconsciously, that is, until we don't; until we are conscious of that truth.

And this concept and realization is my reason for starting this blog. To inform, give to our community, to all of you, to uplift the planet's consciousness, to create a better Now....which is actually giving to myself, as we are all connected...truly there is only One Supreme Being sitting here, and our reality consists of that glorious Being manifested into individual units of Loving Energy, called "Souls," "Life Forms," etc.

We are all on this journey together, to discover this wonderful realization and then to manifest the most glorious experience of Life possible!

This, I know for sure.

Connecting to Source, realizations will occur....we can all do this, and we do...the only question is are we doing this consciously or unconsciously? The more awareness we place on what we feel and think, the more we will be able to create Consciously, rather than unconsciously, or reactively.

Join me to view some realizations that have literally occurred from "The Inside---Out!"

Many Blessings!

Ellen Angelica Pendergast

May 26

Hurt

Many of us have had hurtful experiences during our lifetime. The whole problem with them seems that we usually do not feel we deserved them. We feel victimized, let down, abandoned, and usually in a state of grief. We wonder how this person showed up to hurt us, or how this situation could have happened, and oftentimes, usually unnecessarily, we secretly blame ourselves for this hurt that has hit us so hard.

Well, we are correct in that we created it through our thoughts, but incorrect in that we are to ‘blame’ ourselves. Now, you may be wondering, how can that be possible? I am either at fault, or I am not. Well, first of all, blame is never a possibility in the eyes of the Universe (God). God is pure Love, and therefore, without judgment or condemnation. To believe that you are judged by God, and that this experience of being punished or hurt is from God is inaccurate in thought. The reason being that understanding God as pure Love, it is not possible to be punished by God. Now, others may imagine that there is a “devil” whom brings bad things to you, but that also is not possible, simply because if you believe there is such an entity as a ‘devil,’ you certainly would not be punished for being ‘bad,’ as that is what we believe the devil would want, right? And, according to most religions, you are not to be punished for doing something good, right? That’s when you usually get rewarded by going to a “place” called ‘Heaven, Nirvana,” etc. So erase that theory.

The truth is that there is only Love…any other thought is an error in thinking.

So now, let’s look at being hurt, or more accurately, the experience of being hurt…sound like the same thing? Not really. For to ‘be hurt’ implies that somehow, someway, you can actually be damaged…and since you are REALLY a Spirit having a human experience, you can never really be permanently damaged or destroyed. HOWEVER, you can most certainly imagine it, to the point it FEELS that way, but the truth about you is that you are Eternal, an Energy, which is pure Love, and remember, energy can only transform, but never be extinguished.

Thinking thoughts of not being good enough, feeling the need for ‘punishment’ over something you may have done, feeling that you have to go through ‘tough’ times in order to grow…all those thoughts bring experiences of ‘being hurt.’ Countless other ideas and false beliefs from our societal upbringing will also result in experiences of being hurt. So UNCONSCIOUSLY, we may be thinking thoughts that bring these unwanted experiences; all the while thinking that we are victims, and nevertheless, bringing ourselves these hurtful experiences. Sometimes, just a thought of ‘this is too good to be true,’ will produce unwanted outcomes that are hurtful or disappointing.

The key is to more than believe, but to KNOW that you are deserving of feeling good all the time; that nothing has to be hard, difficult or challenging if it’s an uncomfortable experience….The expression, ‘no pain, no gain,’ (well, without getting into an entire book right now, which is on my agenda!),let’s just reserve that statement for only one thing, when we physically EXERCISE!

Think and FEEL the highest and best thoughts for your life, and it will unfold according to your thoughts…It is the Universal Promise….and the Universal Law, which is the Law of Love….just breathe; enjoy your life, and eventually no one will show up to intrude on your happiness, because you will not bring them into your life, with your negative thoughts. Only loving experiences will be yours, and loving people in your life experience.

And once again…how to begin…think of something to be grateful for, even if it’s just that you can read this page right now! Gratitude brings more things to be grateful about.

May 18

Acceptance

“To accept the things I cannot change..”….sounds like a powerless statement when first hearing it….cannot change? But can’t we change everything? Or is the questions really, ‘Should We?’….,Looking deeper we find that the peace in this statement is to understand that the REASON to accept is because everything is in perfect order, but that realization usually is evident when looking at it from The Universe’s point of view. And yet, from a personal point of view, given any situation, looking back on it you will find that acceptance of whatever had occurred…horrific or joyful…it’s always about acceptance that finally brings peace and closure….even the joyful experiences need acceptance in that they then can transform into other experiences…some Grander, some not so grand…but all in all, acceptance brings about transformation, and that is the true path of the Master….transformation leads to Enlightenment.
How to be in a state of acceptance?…Once again, Gratitude. Being grateful places one in a state of least resistance…remember, what we resist persists…..Practicing Gratitude keeps one in a state of acceptance because it stops resistance…Remember, resistance keeps acceptance away.
Sounds like this is all about a circle? Well, it is, for Love is reflected in Love, is reflected in Love, is reflected in Love, and the circle continues….Life everlasting, world without end…sound familiar? The truth is simple, and appears everywhere, all the time, whether we are aware of it or not….for Love, which is God, is always there…world without end….always in all ways!
Once again, the circle is complete.
May 15

And how do we get to OZ?

So many times, we say to ourselves…why, why, WHY? Why do I still keep creating and repeating the same old ‘story?’ Why do I keep on running into the same kind of people? WHY do I keep SUFFERING? What brings about this feeling of ‘being stuck?’

Basically, to experience the same re-created experiences, one must keep thinking the same thoughts…how many times have we all thought…”I hate this…I hate him/her/my job, etc.,….I don’t want this anymore!” And guess what, you keep getting the experience of “hating this, hating him/her/my job, etc., and not wanting this anymore!” In other words, you are experiencing what you are focusing on….everything you DO NOT WANT!

To change your reality, change your thoughts and feelings about it….yes, I know, how can we do THAT…I mean, emotions are US…part of who WE ARE….Not so! They FEEL like they are, but they are not you…they are a feeling you get from your thoughts…nothing more. And the more you ‘feel’ these thoughts, the quicker they become your experience in your reality.

So, what is the solution? First of all, do everything you can to keep your ‘creation machine,’ (your mind) healthy and in balance. Yes, that means, addictions of all kinds, from food, to gambling to sex, to alcohol, drugs, tobacco, etc….decide again…meaning, it’s all a choice. Yes, it may not feel like a choice, but it is….Proof? If you passed on right now, would any of these addictions follow you? None. Because they are temporal….not “real” in the sense of “permanent.” And because they are not real, you do not ‘need’ them. You were born without need; you have come here to this planet with everything you do need, and all that is needed is your realization of the connection to Spirit, to MIND, which is God, Higher Power, One Mind, etc. When you realize that you are a Spirit having a HUMAN EXPERIENCE, all suffering and misery stop, because you know who you Really Are, and that you are truly without need of any kind, including any person, place or thing. This brings on a sense of Peace…and that is the true Peace of a Master, the Christ; to be Christed.

Everything you wish for is here, right now. HEAVEN is truly a state of Mind, rather than a place. There is only Heaven, and that Heaven is here on Earth…HERE NOW. All Abundance, all Love, Good Health, and Peace come from your state of mind, from Awareness. Gratefulness brings about Heaven, because being grateful is stating that you have something that brings you JOY, and the Universe then responds with more things that ‘bring you JOY.’ Basically the Universe is like a giant copy machine…just keeps giving you more of what you tell it to give you (by your thoughts and feelings)…literally.

Now to erase any fear, it will not give you anything with just a few thoughts or feelings about it…we do live in a “time delayed” reality…meaning that what you think and feel does not manifest instantly, but if you ‘keep thinking and feeling something,’ that ‘something’ will show up….It is Law.

So as the saying goes…’Be careful what you wish for, because you just may get it…” meaning, be careful what you keep thinking and feeling, because you WILL get it (experience it), literally.

And remember, as Shakespeare quoted, “to be or not to be, that is the question.” In other words, what you decide to BE is completely your call, your choice, and only YOUR CREATION.

And whether you think you can, or can’t, either way you are right.

May 11

“Peace is a Gift the Soul gives to a heart that is Sincere”

It is a loving thing to care for another’s welfare—however, one must not go out into the night and “tug” on the young shoots in the ground, to help them “grow” faster—Remember, why didn’t Jesus heal the whole world? He could have….But as a Master, he knew that everyone was on a certain path to God, and to intrude, when one was not ready or did not wish for it, was imposing on their free will, and on their personal mission and journey….A true Master knows this…never to intrude, unless asked….
…… One must trust the process. Everyone and Everything is ready in it’s own time. This accounts for a spouse that may be doing or ‘being’ something that the other spouse would like to see changed…..or….in a child who is not interested in the same things that a parent feels they “should” be; or, even, and especially in oneself…pushing and pushing to be something we are not really sure of, have lost enthusiasm about, no longer interested in, or ready for.
Letting go, is letting the Universe, (God) into our life…letting the abundance, truth, Love, to be the experience of our lives…it is always there; like a mountain or tree that you have walked past a thousand times, and then, just that day, noticing it was there, for the first time! God….Love…is always there, always, in all ways…it’s about us noticing….which once again, comes back to all about being Aware…being Awareness….and as stated before, it begins with being aware enough to experience gratitude…to find something to be grateful for, …remember….

…..just breathe…..Love asks for nothing else.
The truth is, ‘we do without doing, and everything gets done.’
Apr 30

Feeling Love? So many different types of Love….Love for one’s child? Romantic Love? Love for another that has been going on for years? Love for the planet, your pet, someone or some culture you are not involved with personally? A culture or someone you are involved with personally? A friend, sibling, parent? Other family members? Nature? A place, person or thing?

All forms of Love are from the same source….Pure Energy….God. Where there is Love, Fear can never stand in the same space. Love and Fear are not opposites.. Love and hate, as some believe are ‘opposite’ emotions, but on the same “spectrum.”
As long as you hate, you still have a ‘vested interest’ in that situation, and there still is energy and an emotion…same spectrum, only on the opposite side.

Love and fear are different….fear is the mere absence of Love. Same kind of thing as black being the absence of color…not the opposite of color. Therefore feelings of Love ful-FILLS us…fills up the feeling of a void, emptiness in one’s life, etc. Now, there really isn’t any void, as all there really is around and through us is Love. But you can imagine (by your perception of experiences) that there is a void, and feel an emptiness. That is why when we love someone, we feel “completed,” or we may say, now I am ‘complete,’ fulfilled, etc. But the truth is that you are already complete, and to share that ‘completeness’ with another is the highest form of displaying and showing True Love.

For Love never takes away or demands, but gives of itself, and becomes magnified. Therefore, it is only and always about what you are bringing to the relationship…what you are ‘putting into it,’ rather than what you are ‘getting from it, or out of it.’ True Love enhances another.

The only thing one needs to ask of someone in a true Love relationship, when asked “what do you want from me?’ Is to answer…’just breathe.’

Apr 26

Many ask, “why do bad things happen?” And “how can I be blamed for things beyond my control?” These are valid questions if you are using only your five senses….sight, touch, smell, hearing and taste…all tools to perceive our “material word;” the world of “matter.” The truth is that we also have emotions and thoughts, and while these cannot be “seen” in our world, they are real….we can feel them. The wind cannot be seen, but we can feel it. We see evidence of the wind by what it produces….storms, blown over trees, etc. What we do not realize is our feelings produce emotions that bring us an experience, just as the wind brings on a storm that we experience.

Feeling “bad” produces a type of storm in our lives….being in a frequency of feeling bad basically produces more things to feel bad about. You do not have to take this as fact. Just think back over your past, and really be objective, and think how you were “feeling” during those low points in your life…and right before something you would call “bad” happened? If you are really honest and objective about it, you will find that the more something bad happened, the more you felt badly about it, and the worse it got. Such is the case of “think positive” and good things will come. Many such books are written….

Now you may say to yourself, “wait a minute…I wasn’t feeling “bad” when this bad thing happened…so what about that…how did it start? Various ways….being “programmed” from childhood by well meaning adults…”don’t get your hopes up…,” or “nothing lasts,” or “sooner or later, people change,” and the lists goes on and on. Expectation of Good brings Good; Expectation of Bad brings Bad…it’s the Universal law; it works every time, and is working whether you believe it or not; whether you are aware of it or ignore it…it’s always working…creating, creating, creating…
So, as the saying goes, “be careful what you wish for….for it will come to you…” Good or bad…watch your thoughts and feelings, and think and feel only the Greatest and Grandest Version and Vision of yourself!
Apr 20

FEAR-False Evidence Appearing Real…..

ANGER- Fear Announced
Both of these emotions (which Emotion is ‘energy in motion’) is just that….Energy, which is a “thing’ ….meaning, ……both are “things.” (i.e., fear and anger). Thoughts are “Things” and do manifest our reality. Therefore, to “have” or “feel” anger, produces exactly that…more feelings of anger, and to be more exact, more experiences to be angry about! Fear produces the same thing….more fear, and more things to become fearful about.
The whole thing about this is ‘Feeling,” the fear, and “Feeling” the anger; both, when “feeling” these emotions go out into the universe, and literally attract and ‘hook’ into other thoughts of fear or anger, or both, and EVENTUALLY produce the experience of these emotions in one’s reality. Life experiences of fear and of anger are the result of our thoughts and FEELINGS.
How to stop this? Gratitude. One cannot feel fear nor anger when feeling GRATEFUL. How do you feel gratitude when you feel fear or anger? First, be ‘aware’ that you are indeed feeling these feelings, whatever they are. Do not deny them, for if you do, they will keep persisting…remember, to quote the book, “Conversations With God, Book 1,” by Neale Donald Walsch, ‘what you resist, will persist…’
So getting back to how to feel grateful…become aware of your feelings; acknowledge that you are feeling this way, and then DECIDE and CHOOSE to search for something to feel grateful for…no matter what it is, even if it’s just that you can breathe. If you cannot think of one thing to be grateful for, then you are Being Asleep; in other words, unaware of your surroundings, and unaware of YOU…who you Really Are; which is the pure, beautiful, Omnipresent Energy of God; the reflection of the grandest, and greatest version of yourself….LOVE.
Decide and Choose to be Aware, and Life Changes occur immediately. When one decides and chooses to become Aware….aware of themselves, their thoughts, feelings, surroundings, including who is currently in their reality, and then decide to be grateful for Everything, even the hardships, problems, heartaches, unkindness in people…to realize that everything is there to help you to become Aware of the awesome power of Love; to tap into that awareness and to stay there, then Gratefulness follows immediately, and with that…..Heaven on Earth.
Sounds like a circle? It is…..’within the circle of true Love, lies all the hopes the heart dreams of…’ For PEACE=LOVE=GOD=PEACE=LOVE=GOD…..forever and ever….and that is the Peace of God; the Circle of Love. Awareness brings Gratitude, which brings Peace, which brings Love, which IS GOD.
And the circle is complete.
Apr 15

A few close friends have recently experienced loved ones whom have passed on….this is for them, and all whom Love someone who may have or is presently having the experience of illness that may be, or is terminal…

When our body ‘dies,’ it falls away, as a piece of clothing falls off the body…the body does not “contain” the Spirit, but rather the Spirit encompasses and holds together and ‘surrounds’ our physical structure, extending outside of our physical structures/matter/body. When this transition occurs,(death) our Essence or Spirit/Energy remains, blended into the All of Everything. This includes Mother Earth, trees, grass, all living creatures and Beings…..Everything, and Everyone. We return to our ‘Natural State,’ which is Complete Awareness. Again, One Being, simply Being….Being the Observer of All of Everything.
The Observer is Everyone and Everything, so awareness of oneself is not lost, just expanded—the connection to all is felt, understood, and the realization that All is One—One Being.

“Awareness” then decides where it will focus next—slows down it’s vibrational frequency, forming a solid body (matter); birthing occurs, focused on that individual entity—all the while, still aware of all else; and then, a blanket of ‘forgetfulness’ comes over this individual unit of energy, of Spirit, so that it may experience “Life’ in the purest sense, feeling ‘separate’ and apart from others so that “relativity’ can be experienced in it’s fullest…the ups, the downs, the highs, the lows, the hot and the cold, the sadness and the Happiness….All that Is…The Great I AM, in millions and billions of beautiful expressions and reflections of God, called Souls….thus, the Evolution and process of God, experiencing Life through Us. God knowing God through experience, rather than just a ‘concept.’

And the dance continues…..always…..for all there really is, the truth of it all, is that all that is real, forever and eternal is Love, which is God. Therefore, be Peaceful in the Knowledge that we all go back from where we came….Safe, Secure, and Serene.
Apr 13

“When you truly know what you want, you would know you want nothing at all.”

The reason being is that “want” means “lack.” A true Master knows that everything is always
here; therefore to “want anything” pushes it away from you, for to “want” is saying “I lack;” and since the Universe always gives you what you “ask” for (with your thoughts and feelings), you will then experience “lack” or “want.” but only the experience of it, because everything is ALWAYS there, just waiting for you to focus on it long enough for it to come to you!
If you wish to experience anything, including what you “desire,” (not “want,”) only picture (image) your experiencing it in your reality (thought and feeling), in your Mind, and it will manifest (you will bring it eventually into your experience), into your physical realm.
Therefore, the term, “ask and you shall receive,” is just that….what you think and feel, you WILL experience. It may serve you to think and feel the most grateful thoughts you can imagine, for as you think and feel, so shall it come to you…..When you are grateful, you are telling the universe “I have this…thank you!” And so it appears in your reality.
Apr 8

To be a Master of your Reality—

‘Mastering’ your reality must be in a frequency of Love. It must be free of all addictions, as addictions are a form of demonstrating ‘lack,’ ‘fear,’ and ‘need;’ which is not Love. By ‘feeling’ positive (which implies good thoughts), feel, rather than just ‘think’ loving thoughts and thoughts of Peace…these bring about a transformation into Mastery.
Transformation implies ‘Becoming;’ It is being ‘Conscious, which is a state of Being rather than ‘doing.’ The ‘doing’ is merely an awareness. To be conscious, then =being aware, which = being awake, which =being conscious=being aware, etc., and the circle is complete.
Remember, your Transformation and Your Reality is exactly that—Yours. It cannot be anyone else’s nor should it. Be free of intrusion on another. And, do not allow intrusion by another onto you…that means without your permission.
Why didn’t Jesus, who was a Master, heal the whole world? He could have but didn’t….why? Because they ‘didn’t ask.’ In other words, Jesus, as a Master, mastered his ‘reality.’ He also understood, as a Master, that it was important to allow each soul to evolve at their own pace…that it was between themselves and God. Therefore, he only healed and gave assistance, when asked. Never did he ‘intrude upon anyone.’ (Hence, Free Will). Transformation allows you to become whom you Really Are, and others to become who they Really are, without intrusion.
Once again, it is about awareness and Love….and once again, if you are having a tough time Loving, be aware of what you are grateful for.
Gratitude brings on the frequency of Love.

« Previous Entries Next Entries »